Sunday, March 4, 2012

Weekend Night .

Anyeong~ 

Allo~ Kinda have something in here ( pointed at heart ) that makes me feel so ,i don't know how to explain , it really makes me annoying , i son't want to make it bigger ,coz i was thinking that as my family or closed friends.But yeah jealously killing me . But thanked GOD i a weak person who will think positively .

Waeyo? I didn't think it would be tell specifically here about that.I don't think so.It was just a small matter but still to make me feel okay , so i'm writing it here.I think i'm gonna make a  looooooong hiatus to think about this.Maybe i can't think it like that way.It makes me want to stop being one of them.I wanna my simple life back to me. My mind completely blocked and i can't think properly , my confidence level is at low bottom.I don't think i am the best person to do it.Since i can't tell anybody ,i 'll write it here.

Omaigoooodddd What i'm thinking now.I am so weak.My heart is so weak.I got a weak heart that i don't think i can handle it. Yeah ~ I am a sensetive girl who talk a lot about her misfortune but never blame others ,i'll just take my destiny.I'll try my best to make it GOOD.

See what i am talking about today.I got so much stress i think.Now i'm bubbling mumbling here without any specific thing.I think coz i am lonely.When i'm hang out with friends i talk a lot and i can wear smile on my face again without being FAKE.

Okay,i think i talk too much already.I'll stop here.Sorry for making you theone who read it feel crazeyyyyy about my new post.Ppuing Ppuing~ Jaljayo~ 


Sincerely,
Cda

Monday, February 6, 2012

Hupdate myself ^^

Assalamualaikum~
Haluuuww..anyeong-haseyo...

Fuh~Fuh~fuh~bersawang hehehehe

Because im naughty~naughty~naughty..hey im MrSimple...
Saja nyanyi-nyanyi..pembukaan cerita...
My life in last week..all i remember is CLIMBING HILL only...hihihi
to burn some fats...here and here..
this week..on monday i got my friends "menghantar hantaran"
IDK what i should use english words for it..hahaha
and i dem i got no credit to send my friend message coz i cant go..
No transport and bla bla bla..later i will call her to explain more..

Woafff~ MERLIN..(currently typing while watching it)

Im having a critical stress here...
i am so so so afraid now..to start my work at hospital..
i need to gain my strength again...
but look like i dont have any strength now..so im gonna stop my diary here..^^

Pyooong~
I may look nice and sweet outside but no one know my heart is facing now..
 Sweet dream...im gonna dream him tonight...He is one of my strength ~~~<3